At that point it didn’t matter I had to go. I undid my drawers, pulled myself out and began doing my business. While I was watching what I was doing...I didn’t notice Miss Erikson standing there n the open doorway watching me pee. When I finished she said “you really had to go didn’t you?” I almost jumped out of my skin and tried to cover myself.She walked into the restroom and right over to me. She grabbed my wrist gently and pulled my hand away looking me in the eye and saying with a smile. “Where do all these bad men come from?” she asked in dismay.“Josefa, they come from the same places the over three hundred men who applied for the Security Force came from. As Mick Johnson, the new head of the Security Force told us, times are tough all over west Texas and the territory. Men are willing to do almost anything to feed themselves and their families.“Who knows why at least twenty-three of those thirty turned to being outlaws, but they did. I suspect the other seven are also. It occurred to her that it wasn't the house that had killed her parents. Men had done that. Greed had done that. The house couldn't stop it from happening. The house had, in fact, protected Bobby and her as they hid in its dark secret places. Then she thought about what the house looked like now, the last time she'd seen it. It wasn't dark and painful there ... not really. There was pain associated with it, and that pain would never really go away, but the house wasn't responsible for that.And. He said, ‘ randi, the idea is to torture you so much that you will submit yourself to me’. I said, ‘yes master. I want to be submitted to you.’ Amit told me to use my mouth to pull down his chaddi and because my hands were tied. I had to use my teeth to bite the rubber holding the boxer chaddi up down, but each time I bite Amit, he would pull my nipple hard. I must admit that since it excited me, I bit him intentionally. Until he realized what was going on and slapped me. I managed to pull down.