That I ventured out only because I missed the feeling of a man in me. That with a man I was what ever he wanted. That guys like him called Bears and...Chubby's and although I wasn't a chubby chaser I had my share. But to answer his question earlier--- year we could be secret lovers, but he had to keep his family and wife first. And I will do the rest. It's funny because even after the scare I ended up with this Big Gentle Giant. he always asked before he did something to me. We hit it off. I don't get to go out just because I want to. I don't get to go to exciting places. I can't take a six month assignment in Chicago. I can't do any of that because I have a husband and children. I'm stuck. I'm trapped. How would you like that?"Cassie just stared back at her. Stephanie could see the shock on her friends face. "I'd trade you in a heartbeat, Stephanie. You think I have the perfect life? I have a string of boyfriends who have had no problem dumping me for the next bimbo with big. I talked to a couple of people at the pool that Sunday night and they both said the same thing, the first pounds are the easiest and every month after that it gets a little harder and they don’t come off as quickly. After all, it took me years to put on the gut I’d been packing around and now it was going to take some time and effort to get rid of it. On the other hand, when I looked in the mirror on my closet door, it could see the difference. I kept putting off buying new clothes until fall.. It is interesting that Nature and Psychic are next. While this combination is found with healers, yours seems to indicate that you’re more interested in the why of things.”“I’m generally included in the team to look at the big picture of what we find, I like puzzles,” Ben offered. Zarka nodded that was a good explanation of why this box selected him.She then looked at Raina, “Ruby, emerald, diamond and amethyst with the flaming torch at the top. That makes you an Energy mage with a strong.