M. on Sunday,you will send me a text with one word, either 'yes' or 'no'. If you wantto continue to be with me, text 'yes', if not, 'no', and we'll b... done,deal?" I nodded and apologized for being a tease and wimping out.I put my shoes back on and buttoned up my pants, as we made our way out ofNate's house to his car. On the way home, Nate told me more about what hewants in a partner. "Gabby, I want you to know that I'm into veryfeminine girls, pretty dresses, skirts, heels, painted nails,. . i start kissing her .. turning her around i press her against the huge window and kiss her on her mouth.. our tounges meet and my hands now slowly pull her skirt up .. all that right in front of the huge window.. people in the other buildings around us could see us.. even that late.. i think i am home save and will have her pussy soon.. but suddenly she seems to have second thoughts and pulls away.. i cant you cant she pants . i see in her eyes that she want it but at this stage her brain. I was the type of person success actively eluded. No matter how hard I worked something always happened to screw things up. Hell... I couldn't even get a date the entire time I was in high school.I wasn't ugly; I was just perpetually humiliated - by accidents, by bad decisions and by assholes. Every girl I approached either remembered me as 'that guy who fell down and shit his pants' (I had diarrhea and had to go really bad, so I wasn't paying attention, slipped on some ice and blacked out for. I promised myself that this was a one time thing for at least the next 2.5 years, and only hoped I hid it well enough.On Saturday night, when Mark made love to me (after doing it both in the morning and in the afternoon) in his wonderful way, I felt that I really pulled it off and he had not even suspected. Perhaps because I felt so good I missed his meaning when he suddenly said:"I'm so glad that our marriage is holding strong as it is. I know my conditions are still hard on you, and I can.