I went to go kiss her but she pulled back. "I want my drink first."Not a problem. Two margaritas were quickly made and devoured."Are you nervous?" I a...ked."Very, but I really want to be in control of this. I am not sure how I am going to handle you with another person so I want full reign on what happens." I can live with that...at the very least I will get to fuck you with another girl in the room." Obviously I wanted more, but my thinking was that once things got going there would be no. We weren’t exactly at the point where I could say I had a life with him, but the thought of a life without him was too painful to contemplate. Finals would be starting next week and I had no more classes. The best thing I could do to maximize my studying would be to find out what was going on with Jeff. Since I couldn’t manage to contact him, I tried the next best thing, someone I thought of as a friend – his Mother. I tracked her down Thursday morning at the U of P. I started calling a little. I think French sounding names sound sexy. I don't knowwhy." Shirley asked, "How about Suzette or Claudette?" He replied, "Claudette sounds too harsh. I guess Suzette is OK,but why can't I just keep my name and you tell the staff not tocall me when there are strangers present?" Shirley said, "You know there will be a slip and you don't wantthat to happen. Besides I think Suzette is a nice name for you. Youdid a good job of picking it. Now, Suzette, I want you to go withIrma so she can outline. So I and Kumar prepared for booze, soft drinks, snacks, etc. By Saturday evening everything was ready and we started to Sentosa by 9.00 pm. We found a comfortable place for 15 members at Siloso beach close to a rock.Then we started having drinks. Celina doesn’t drink so she was having soft drinks and was sharing chips with me. After a few rounds Kumar was high, he was out of control and blabbering. So I took him away from the group to distract him from booze. Celina too accompanied me. Kumar.