But you … you’re kind of different. I mean, we already know each other, sort of – and anyway, it feels so right. I’m feeling this major connec...ion with you. And I …. ‘ her eyes lowered, innocently ‘…. I can’t believe how badly I want you.’ Derick felt momentary pangs of guilt, thinking how he had manipulated her with the Charm, but then he remembered the brush of her lips against his, and how much he had longed for this moment, and they subsided. He took her hands, and kissed them, saying, ‘I. As I was setting the butter and jam on the table, I asked, “Still feeling bad about last night?”Mom stood up quickly and screamed at me. “Of course, I still feel bad about last night! Do you think I don’t have feelings?” She pounded her fist on the table, spilled her coffee, and shouted: “I don’t know why men don’t like me!” She broke out in tears and ran from the kitchen and up the stairs to her bedroom.I stood stunned as the coffee dripped onto the floor. I have never seen my mother lose. She figured that to be the easiest way to take care of the clothes washing, and she could bathe at the same time. She inveigled Billy to strip, too, so that she could wash his clothes at the same time.Billy was awestruck! This was the first time that he had seen Maria completely naked in the daylight. She was beautiful—perfectly proportioned from her light brown hair to her small feet. Her breasts were classically proportioned, and her nipples were jutting out from a combination of standing in. Things went on and off on her attitude and several obvious lies I caught her in along with intentionally forgetting of her medication. She also lied to her doctors from what I found out too. Finally Sept of 2006 I decided that I have had enough and left her. I was confused and did not file divorce right away. I moved back to my parents home again. I traveled as often as she claimed to want to see our son. She never did spend more than a total of 2 hours over the course of a year with our son..