Jab mene apne aap ko mirror mein dekha, mein hairan ho gayi or apne aap ko pehchan hi nahi payi. Mein bilkul heroine ke jese lag rahi thi. Suman ne ro...m me aa kar mujhe heel pehan kar chalna sikhaya or bataya kese ladkon se baat karte hai. Agle din jab mein short dress, high heels pehan kar class gayi to sab mujhe dekh kar heran hooey, Ladko ke to lun khade ho gaye. Mujhe maza aa raha tha, sab ki attention mujhe mil rahi thi. Mene raat ko suman ko bataya. Suman meri desperation samajh gayi or. Even my shoes were now too large. I borrowed a pair of C's converse, a bittight, but okay."I guess I am ready. You are dressed so nice, and I am wearing this? Ican't even wear what I brought! It is either too tight or I am swimming init!!" I suddenly felt like I was going to cry and had to catch myself."Love..." She looked deeply at me. "You look perfect for a wine tasting"and smiled.The pants felt strange; hand in hand we left for dinner. Then a group ofrose wines, followed by something. "No, Girl, no." I tried to settle down. I think I made it."The notes are an excellent idea. Please keep making that record. I'll decide when you get here whether to keep them, but, let me throw them out if it comes to that, okay? Is that understood, uh, angel?" For sure, Cully. I promise I'll keep making them and you'll have them to make that choice. Right?" Right."I felt giddy. I'd luncheon as soon as we'd cut the line. I could eat. I thought about asking for a primer about "you know," but,. Stared directly into his and pulled his mouth to mine for the first of many kisses we would share. His soft groans filled my mouth and the taste of him demanded further exploration. My tongue searched him, looking for any traces of doubt, and finding none, continued on its journey. Unbidden, my hands had tangled themselves into his hair. Even if he had wanted to, he couldn’t have escaped me. As our kiss deepened my fingers traced over his face, across his shoulders and down to his chest..