She would defer her sex with him so that Willa could have the experience. Willa would let her know ASAP.So Willa found herself in Sandra’s apartment...meeting a new man. He was a little older than her, but very polite and good looking too. Sandra said she’d take the kids someplace while they “got acquainted”.He was skillful and when Sandra returned Willa was smiling and hugged her very intensely. “That was amazing! I didn’t know it could be like that and maybe you have ruined me for life but I. “Wow”, I laugh, shakily moving in to kiss you. “I know.” “I should get my bags. Left them on the doorstep,” standing, I rearrange my clothing and open the front door to find my bags still waiting in the porch, exactly where I dropped them before I pushed you inside. I grab them and bring them inside to find you standing waiting for me. Taking a bag from me with one hand and my now free hand with your other hand you lead me up the stairs and into the bedroom for the first time. Dropping the bags. They ran Hance and Sockdolager and Grapevine in a spitting rain, and by the time they made a brief stop at Phantom Ranch a steady rain was falling. It was wet and nasty, but they decided to press on for a while. The day was starting to wind down when they pulled into the good camping spot above Granite; there was no question now about putting up tents, and some tarps were rigged for rain flies to cook and eat under. The wind was strong enough that they had to rig a tarp upwind of the kitchen to. Then she stood up, washed her hands and returned to her seat, smiling as she sat down because she felt so amazingly better. A little while later, still deep in her own what ifs, what might have beens and finally the what might be, she realized the plane was landing. She was home. Her heart suddenly felt warm, at ease – that moment when she knew everything would work out, and the past wasn’t as important. The now would be as it should be and she waited to deplane. The biggest grin flashed across.