It makes me horny, like when you saw those girls the other day.”“What are you talking about?” I asked defensively and removing my hand from her ...it.She took my hand and put it back on her tit. “I saw you looking at those girls and getting a boner.” She said this very normally, like it was nothing. Meanwhile, I was petrified.“What?!?”“Don’t worry” she said. “I won’t tell anyone. I just want to see it. My older sister is always talking about hard dicks and how much fun they are. I want to see.”I. I would wear more feminine clothes except that I am afraid. I don't wear a bra, yet. My breasts are too small. Why can't I be better endowed? Soon I hope.I was dressed more feminine recently at a major mall near my home. I was standing near the food court when a young man told his child to watch out for the woman, meaning me. I smiled. It made my evening.Others are beginning to see me closer to the way I see myself. People open doors for me now. I find other courtesies from strange men that are. He walked into a room illuminated with candlelight. Kristy was sitting on the bed, her feet folded under her. She was wearing a scoop neck, red velvet dress with white fur trim. Her curls were blown out, softly framing her face. She gave him a shy smile, her dark brown eyes glowing with love. He knew for certain she was blushing. ‘Hi.’ Kristy said softly. ‘Come sit next to me.’ She patted the bed. He took his shoes off, curling his feet underneath him as he sat. ‘What’s going on?’ he asked,. He feels guilty due to his own penis problems. Tried pills and more, nothing works. She gives him a blow job and he just does not get hard. he offers her oral sex, she rejects. I just want a hard cock and man to fuck me. No tongue or sucking does this. That went on for 25years. I knew and so did my wife of her meeting men. At a fun raiser dinner I found her in the bathroom. Some guy she did not know was pumping her hard as he could go. When I spoke up, he said wait your turn I was second. I.