No-one would press for an investigation. I was shaking inside as I entered her room but years of practise in the operating theatre have given me contr...l and I was certain no-one could see my fear, doubt and uncertainty. —– Sally: He came back with another syringe, I can’t really see what he’s doing but I am sure that he is going to take my life, such as it is. An end to the boredom and an end to the fear of losing Charley’s respect and love. Not even Sam knows that I’m pregnant, soon I’ll be. I knew he wouldn't dare ask for clarification, and I soon heard himstruggling in the bathroom, trying to push a tampon into his rump. Then I saw him waddling back to bed. It was so funny!The next day he wore his bra and panties to his office with nocomment from me. The next evening he couldn't decide how to ask mefor permission to rinse them out, as his Mistress had ordered him. Several times he started to say something, then stopped.I decided to help him. "What a bother it is, doing undies. He slipped his hands under my top, against my tummy. I leaned back against him."You have something to tell me," I said. "You're leaving me." Not really leaving you, Sweetie. I'm more trying to protect you from me." Oh come on, John, I'm a big girl. I don't need protection from you by you." Okay then I need to protect us from making a mistake that could affect us for the rest of our lives," he said. "I'm afraid of falling in love with you, Sue." Too late I think." Yes. Too late." I'll be. .." I never finished mysentence, falling to my knees in front of her. She quickly withdrew herhands as I fell, raising them to either side of my face, and drawing mymouth to hers.This was no chaste kiss between friends. It was hungry and wet. Hertongue reached out to probe mine and then all at once she pushed mebackwards and I fell pinned beneath her as she followed me down. Herhair fell down around me, the smell of her perfume thick as shecontinued to kiss me. I tried to reach for her,.