I asked her to take a seat, and asked if she would like a drink, she asked for a cold one.I brought her a large Vodka and Coke (she looked like a Vodk... drinker to me).We made small talk and she giggled while she drank her drink, and she was getting rather tipsy when she said burst out laughing and said "I cant believe that you injured yourself, by trying to get a better look at my tits.I went red with embarrassment, and she stopped laughing. "I am sorry I didnt mean to embarrass you, what can I. At the moment, I felt neither pride nor arousal, only a kind of numb sadness at the fate that awaited me.After my "portfolio" had been shot, my life returned to something approaching normal, insofar as the term could be applied to my situation. I took up my daily routine again the next day, and found the trainers at least as harsh as they had been previously. Perhaps they knew that I would soon be leaving them, and wanted to ensure that their student did not embarrass them in the outside world.. I had a line on a house party in Houston's Memorial neighborhood and thought we could go there. On the way there I pointed out the Houston Arboretum and Memorial Park. She said she wanted to stop briefly to look around, being new to Houston and a total hippie free spirit. We parked the car and sat on the swing set to talk for a while. I took a chance a leaned in to kiss her at the slightest sign of a segue; she accepted it. Good, soulful, trusting kisser. When the kiss ended she looked in my. I could always say I didn’t have sex with Lee,” Karen replied. “Well OK what happened after that? Obviously nothing horrible happened considering you are not in tears or have bruises,” I said. “Well I’m a little surprised it didn’t get like that. Not that I wanted it to get physical. I just showed him the picture and I guess he felt like absolute dog shit for the first time ever. I never ever saw him with the look he had on his face. Regret. So we both admitted we didn’t love each other.