She definitely did not make me feel good about it when I brought it up. When I found Lush Stories I realized that my feelings were not wrong and many ...eople share these thoughts and actually do act on them. I thank all of the people here that have helped me with this realization. I met a person on Lush who lives not far from us and we have been communicating about trying to hook up. I hope someday to meet him and perhaps the wife could share us. This was how I hoped that my desires might be be. She knew very well what was troubling Jane. A veteran of several BDSM Club events, she herself had once shared the same reservations. ?It isn't at all what you may think, dear!? she said earnestly. ?Take it from me, BDSM Clubs are extremely tough on anything sexual; they're positively Puritanical on the point. No-one, particularly a woman, will be subject to any sexual innuendo even, or anything of that kind! And, don't forget, this will be a Femdom event; the men present will all be slaves. Jack's contorted lust-expressioned face and Sue's as they groveled in one another's private sweating parts... God! God! It was all there in her mind as vivid now as it had been when she'd witnessed it. She felt a little nauseous, a little ashamed, but yet overwhelmingly angry; Jack had violated a sacred marital trust, the very essence of love and their relationship... She didn't know what to do. Actually, she wanted to hurt him, do something to pain him as he had pained her... retribution.... My thrusts became harder and faster. When I pulled back so that just the cock head was inside she would try to push back and I would stop her. All this time she was rubbing her clit and with a final thrust we both came.Maggie stepped forward releasing my cock. Turning to face me, she put her arms around my neck. I carried her to the hot tub and gently lowered her into the water. After getting in, I went to her and kissed each cheek then her lips.I began moving down her neck with light, quick.