I wasn'tturned on or horny in the slightest.I gently caressed a finger over my bare breasts. All that did was makemy nipples erect.I definitely got tu...ned on yesterday when I was with Madison. So Ithought of Madison. I smiled as I could feel something stirring downthere.I put down the shirt and laid down on the bed and closed my eyes. Irubbed my bare breasts as I thought of Madison some more.It wasn't working. I just wasn't in the mood.The male part of my mind wanted to. But it was like my. At the end, I started hiding between thedresses that hung on a clothes rack. They felt so soft. I pretended Iwas in heaven and they were clouds. This made Mum so mad that shespanked me in front of everyone and wanted to know why I always wasbad.We came home with clothes for my sisters and none for me. Mum and mysisters came into my room with black bags. My sisters whispered sorryas they said it was something Mum told them to do. They put all my oldclothes in the bags and replaced them with. As for me, I'm ... older than I look." For some reason this statement brought on another bout of giggles. When her mirth faded, she continued, "A lot older. Besides, I know you've always felt an attraction toward young girls. It's one of the reasons that I decided to pay you a visit."My jaw fell open in shock at the sound of my deepest, darkest secret being so casually announced. It was something I had never admitted to anyone, although I imagine that my wife must have suspected at times.Seeing. " He said. Arthur came, "Dinner is served, My Lord," he annonced.We dinned in almost silence, because there it was a long table. Afterdinner we went into the saloon again. Coffee being served, I didn?t likecoffee, so I just sipped. I stood by the window looking over the lawnand the park."It?s so lovely here, this place" I said.He came over to the window, he had his hands around my waist again. "Youlook so lovely my dear" he said.I turned around, him still holding my waist. "But I am not a girl,.