I had the route just over four years, so I got to know many of my customers. I still remember the mother who, when I collected any cold evening, would...invite me in and offer me hot cocoa. Another family always tipped me five dollars for the calendar I would deliver in mid-December, back in those days that was an awesome tip.But my favorite customer, for years I never knew her name. When I first delivered the paper, her daughter was age four or five, and somehow—each time I would collect—and. The sense of fear was still there, with an awful sense of waiting for something.Gileath heard a chanting, and turned around quickly. Forming a wall across two of the exits from the alley were humans - four or five abreast, the leftmost of each carrying a standard with a blue banner pinned along half the length.Gileath spun, checking each of the other exits, and confirming they were all similarly blocked, stood in the small intersection, reaching for his sword, looking for all the world like an. I stumbled away from that fight with my head spinning and hatingmyself more than I ever had. She was right I am a fucking sicko. Fuck mendon't wear women's clothes. I am a pervert.When I got back to my unit I curled up in a ball and cried. Of course shewas right. I decided there and then to put it all behind me and never do itagain.After that fight she went public with it. She told her parents about mycrossdressing and of course word got around and I became a laughing stock.This is a small. When I sat down, I was always on the verge of flopping out - both my penis and balls. Sometimes I did and pretended not to notice. One night, I spent the better part of a long movie giving both Melissa and Katie a show as my semi-hard member kept creeping out of one side of my shorts and resting thickly on my thigh.I wouldn't hurry to tuck it back into my shorts, either. Eventually, I would pretend to notice it and casually grab it and ease it back into my shorts, only to have it flop out.