I was nervous and excited; we had a party planned for Friday night at Kelly’s house and had worked all week to secure some alcohol while at the same...time keeping it hush so it wouldn’t turn into a rager….. As I lay in bed looking at the clock I wondered what would become of this weekend, I had just broken up with my boyfriend a week earlier and was talking with another boy George who was a senior and wanted to invite him to the party but was afraid he would tell everyone and it could become a. Don't assent so or even feel thus yourself?I fifty per cent or incompletely naked. Meaning? I am actually and in fact starkers or undressed but then I am not that all entirely and every inch buck naked and without a stitch on like I was in the bare-scud on that fixed and particular date that I was born into this heartbroken and gloomy wretched world of ours. I am having on a swarthy black brasserie and an attractive shred and bit of stygian-murky frillies or simply women's undies or lingerie. In hindsight, it must have been a very prestigious event. The two geisha played shamisen and drums while the maiko danced. She wore her obi in the dangling style and only wrapped her sleeves twice around her arms so they still hung very nearly to the floor. She moved slowly but elegantly, perfectly. Her every action, every motion, every shift of her embroidered silks interlocked with the music in a viscerally detailed explanation of the legend she performed. One of the geisha sang. I wish I. That's when I realized Idesperately wanted to go with her to Tulsa. To see Tulsa through hereyes and know what it was like for her."I'm gonna miss you," I whispered. Sincerely."Okay, I'm gonna miss you, too," she whispered back."Why are you going?" We have to reconnect. I want to. Things have been... you know... butI want him still in my life." Oh." Don't you miss your parents?"I sucked in air with a hiss, my whole body suddenly stiffening.Michelle looked at me like she'd just seen me hit.