She even knelt down and washed my ass, she was so thorough! Not that I was in need of it there, I take pride in my cleanliness. She asked if I was rea...y to turn around, almost as if she expected me to say not yet. I asked why she was being so thorough after telling her this was a first for me. She smiled from ear to ear after I also told her that I loved it! Li pulled me down to give her some kisses before telling me to stand put, she wanted to work on my front. She poked my belly when she saw. I was all ready late home."I'll better not," I said, "my mum will be worrying where I am." You can ring her if you like," she offered."Oh ok," I said, I did really want to stay."Hi Terry," her mum said with a smirk.I rung my mum and she said she'll put my tea in the oven for later."Come up stairs to my room," Clare invited."Well I don't know," not sure if her mum would be happy with that.I looked at her mum and she just winked at me."Ok," I agreed. I was still not sure what the prettiest girl. He brought me up here hunting last year. I hope they made it through okay."I could hear the sadness in her voice. I hadn't really thought much about how it must be to have lost all your friends and most of your loved ones. I had been a loner for too long and I guess had been too busy either making preparations or making new friends to think about it. We continued to fly forward for a piece and my daydreaming led to me flying a bit north of our course. The next thing I heard was Lana saying,. I amsecure in who I am.I know I am a man. It does not matter now, that I found out aboutliking to express a new side of me. It helps me be to be more open.Some of the clothes are so comfy. I found out I like comfy. I found outI like to be able to enhance how I want to feel by picking the rightclothes. I will figure out how to do that with men's clothes when thisis over. Lastly, I know that me as Marci, in so many ways, is more of aman than most of the men I know.The rest of the day was peaceful.