“What I was trying to say, before the spontaneous flood of tears, is that I’ve felt like I didn’t deserve happiness. I came to believe that men ...ad a right to expect me to be a whore because that’s all I was.”Mac kissed the top of her head and held her a little tighter. He said nothing, however, as it was evident Grace needed to talk.“You will never know what a priceless gift you gave me when you took sex off the table as a requirement of my job. The fact that you wanted me but were willing to. Aunt Sheen had caught me jacking off to porn a few months ago. If you read my previous posts you will know how she seduced me after catching me jerking off. Turns out she had been desperate for a good fuck for more than a decade and finally decided to seduce me. She trusted me and we had been very close since I was little.I am now in my late 20s and this incident is over 10 years ago. I was 19 at the time and lived in a big city in central India. I belonged to a conservative Muslim family and. I broke the silence this time.“You okay?” I said.“Hell no,” she said. “How could I be okay, knowing what you are doing for me, worthless me!”“You are my life, Ava. I need you in my corner and doing what I say. I know we are going to be apart physically, but you will be with me in my heart one hundred percent of the time,” I said.“And you in mine Mister, never doubt that, but I mean but never,” she said. I smiled. Her words made me feel better than I had felt in a long time even before what we. I licked, suckled and loved thosenipples as if they were my lifeblood, the first taste of life I havetaken as a newborn babe.I slid one hand to her thigh and ran my fingers over her tightmuscularly thigh sliding up to her kitty. I slid my body off her withthe left nipple still in my mouth, my tongue twisting around andsuckling on it. My fingers embraced her kitty; it pulsed in my hand asshe again arched her back my fingertips slowly gliding the length of it,working softly teasing her to wanting.