They also took the opportunity to look at the businesses that were near them. On the next block from the Emporium, was a large shopping precinct. Stor...s and cafés were around the perimeter of the open plaza that faced the same main street theirs did. They were permanent stores and a large sign indicated markets were held every three days in the plaza.It was market day tomorrow, so Darcy suggested they try to find time to attend and stock up on some staples. They also spent a little time. I resisted my own gloomy anger, realizing it would only worsen my last days in New York.When I returned to Martha's all I wanted to do was lounge about the place with her. She was in bed with a few of her papers, getting ready for returning to work Monday. When I was ready for bed she put everything away and we talked about my date with Becky. I mentioned that Becky's folks talked about a private career for Martha, and Martha told me she'd been thinking about it and would soon have to make some. No matter how violently mymind retched in self disgust, I couldn't deny the irresistible bliss ofbeing force fed orgasms until I burst...and burst...and burst. But unlikemy earlier escapes into superego destroying euphoria, the guilt gnawing atme only grew more vicious the fuller I got. I tried to cry out knowingthere was no one to here me...to beg for mercy I knew I didn'tdeserve...but I couldn't find the words. How could I beg to be fuckedharder and to stop at the same time? Was it weaker to. ”I replied, “No, I’m not even sure what that means.”The blonde, looking at me sitting on the ground, said, “That wet spot from your pre-cum is pretty far down your shorts. Show us your dick. We want to see how big it is.”Somewhat unsure about my options at this point, I said, “It’s small when it’s soft, but I have to point it down my board shorts, or when I get hard, it sticks out above the waistband.”The two girls exchanged a glance, but I couldn’t decipher it what it meant with them above.