There's no explaining what happened and why some kids died and other didn't. I'm just going to try to live my life the best way I can. I feel like I'v... been given a second chance to accomplish some of the things I was meant to do. I'll value life more and become the best doctor I can possibly be. I've decided that I'm good with that."As Charlotte finished speaking, Gwen saw a worried and nervous Uncle Joe entered the waiting room. "Uncle Joe! Steve's going to be okay, as long as he doesn't get. I am not sure if many of the thoughtsand ideas were mine or his, but there is no doubt he was able to wind meup to an aroused state with his comments.From time to time he would suggest that we meet up, but for variousreasons, mostly due to those commitments it didn't happen, not then atleast.I hadn't heard from him for a month or so when quite suddenly I receivedan email from him. It seemed a chatty, friendly, catch up sort of email.He wrote about how depressing winter had been and then about. She knew it was wrong and itwas terribly dangerous, but Candi was out of control turned her on. Candi feltso lewd and slutty? Candi remembered one of the black women threatening her,telling her they would teach her a lesson? Candi wanted to be taught a lesson;she was wildly turned on, feeling so out of control at the thought of it. Shestarted the car and started driving towards the address on the piece of paper? Candi drove down the street and found the address on the piece of paper, athree. ” She pointed at my heart.“I don’t want to lose you, Gay.”“You won’t lose me. I’ll always be around and we will always be good mates. When she hurts you the next time and she will, my door will be open.”What could I say? I knew that logic told me to stay clear of my wife, Sue but logic doesn’t always apply to matters of the heart. Gay was intuitive enough to understand that simple fact, a fact that had until now escaped me. I had an addiction. That addiction was my attraction to my wife, Sue..