"No, I wanted to. I wanted to stop him. I wanted to stop the tantrum no matter what it took." But you were able to control yourself?" It was in public... At the zoo. And my wife putting her hand on me snapped me out of it." Okay. So without your wife's intervention you felt you would have hurt your son?" I won't say that it is unfathomable or even unlikely. But I don't want to hurt either of my kids. I don't want to hurt my wife," Ray admitted."Has there been a history of abuse?" she asked as she. How had I not noticed that?"You want the same things as your mother?" I asked."Isn't that what we've talked about since the beginning?" she asked. She sounded utterly and completely sure about herself. I had gotten into this really deep."So when are you going to fuck me?" she asked."I need to think about this," I said. "Taking your virginity is an important thing. I don't want to just do it like it was nothing." Well, you're taking my mother's virginity, even though it's anal," she said. "It. Feeling the small piece of cloth enveloping my balls and cock in such a smooth way , i endup trying em all over the next few daysshe had some realy cute panty , i was stealing em from the washing room each night starting to want cute panty for myselfi knew it was wrong, when i endup at wallmart buying the pack of 5 pinkish pantythe women at the cashier smilling at me has she made me paidfor a full month i kept my new undie hiddenwearing one under my boxer when i got back from schoolway too. Just pack some food in a rucksack, buy a couple of train tickets and disappear for the weekend.This particular weekend was just one of those times when we left the rigours of work behind and explored the freedom of the country. I still have some old instamatic photos of our trip to Dorking in Surrey, my birth place. Occasionally, I look at the old and curled pictures and remember the day. One of the pictures is of her crossing a style into a cow field. The River Mole in the background. She was.