How do you feel my love? You still OK that another man fucked me?”John looked at his beautiful roommate and smiled, “I really loved it all Sue. I ...oved watching you and Larry together. And I learned what it feels like to suck a cock. I’m not sure if I will ever do it again but I’m not afraid of it any more. Did I disgust you?“Because you sucked a cock? Of course not. I do that all the time why shouldn’t you my love? Tell me, are you still worried I will fuck everything I see like I used to? Or. .."Banzai interrupted me, " ... Jack, you're headed back to the base so the real surgeons can finish what I've started." Then he leans closer and whispers, "Just remember – don't let them know about your back."I asked, "Well, who the fuck is going to be your spotter?"The Butterbar said, "Sgt. Blaine told me I was going to be the spotter."I swore, "Hells Bells! What the fuck do you know about being a spotter? Banzai..."Banzai interrupted, " ... Jack, there's no choice in this, your chopper's. ”I made eye contact and asked, “Amanda, I don’t know if you realize how often you mention other guys when we are together. That kind of bothers me because I want to think that I’m important to you. I’ve figured out that you aren’t a one-man woman but I’m having trouble with it being put in my face.”She looked concerned, “Oh, I didn’t realize what I was doing. I can understand your feelings. I’m just so open and sex is so natural to me that I don’t even think twice about it. You’re not the first. We spent the night together, and we could not get enough. When the morning sun was shining through the curtains, we had tried so many wonderful positions. Soixante-neuf was our favorite, which we did once more after we woke up.Raindrops now fall on my face, mixing with tears. I feel the cold, wet iron fence, like ice in my shivering hands. She turns her back on me, not knowing that I still watch her while she brushes her hair. She no longer is mine, and my heart feels so sad, like it was.