She knew she had lost the baby, the doctor told her she had had a complete hysterectomy, but it wasn't the same doctor she sees now. Was it all a drea...? she asks herself trying to rationalize what's happening to her and why everyone looks so relived at her waking up. It couldn't have been a dream, she argues with herself, it felt too real."The baby's fine." Jarod says soothingly, laying his hand on top of hers. His smile falters when he sees her confusion. "What is it? Talk to me." he asks. I have a hard time sleeping at night so he also gave something to relax( I have no Idea what it was but I'm sure I could guess now) as I was laying on the sofa I started getting very relaxed & he mentioned that it would be easier to give me a really good massage if we were on the bed so I agreed, when we went to the bedroom he told me he does like to sleep naked but would keep a shirt on that night & I told him to make sure he stayed on his side also. I was very tired by now & when I woke up. Oh it hurt; she felt something give, please no more. Dan lay still above her, the pain eased slightly, Dan stayed motionless and the pain eased rapidly, she was feeling more of a sensation of fullness than pain now and was beginning to like it. Dan started to pull out she was feeling empty, please don’t she thought put it back in. Dan must have read her mind as now he was pushing back in but he was going deeper now, there was no pain just a feeling of being stretched and filled. Dan was nudging. I did my best to casually lock the phones screen without looking suspitious as he asked me "whos that?" I continued to straighten my hair as i replied "just a facebook thing" before i span to face him and posed flicking my hair and quickly changing the subject "so what do you think?" He told me i looked fine before nagging me to hurry up and walking out as he shouted at my son to get his arse in gear.I quickly opened the app and replied "cant talk hubby here 20 minites:I prayed to myself in my.