But, as I was struggling to reach the lamp, Simone jumped up and in one swift and silent movement disappeared into the hallway. This stopped me dead i... my tracks. Did she want me to leave the light off? Was there some clandestine meeting taking place? And mostly, was it even safe for me to know what was happening? After all she didn’t seem to be concerned about any violence when she took off — with, I reminded myself, my load of semen probably still in her mouth! Ergo, I stayed in bed in the. This was it my fantasy. I felt a cool breeze pass over my heated swollen lips. The wetness of them exposed to the room and the cameras making me shiver. I did not look behind for I knew the mobile camera was close to me, showing how open I was now after Dirk had shaped me. I blushed as I wiggled my bottom for the lens and the countless voyeurs who would watch my fucking from the comfort of the arm chair, their bed and maybe their computer. With or without a partner, the loner pumping himself. I touched her face. "It's ok. I know you'll be back."She nodded again and then glanced at her hands. "I've changed, Sadice."I couldn't breathe. Was she going to reject me again?"I don't…" Her face reflected her anguish. "I don't want to hurt you."I reached up, tangling my fingers in her hair, and slowly pulled her in, kissing her full on the mouth, savoring her taste and smell and essence. She moaned and pulled me in closer.When she pulled back for air, I met her gaze. "Just don't turn me. ''Men... shows how much you know. She needs to be loved. Healing will follow. Look at Peggy." Please, guys... we're gonna freak her out if you keep up like this."'She can hear us?'"Everyone can hear you. It would really be helpful if we could keep these little discussions between ourselves."'Sorry Ike, we didn't know.'"Keep it in mind from now on... okay?"I looked down at Izzy, who was looking back up at me."How... what was that?"I told her everything. Starting with Vickie Carter and finishing.