. The look on your face is now priceless!!! We both laugh this time and you say aren’t you cold? I smile and say not now!! People start to move arou...d the table so we quit. (I know darn) We finish our drinks and decide to blow this pop stand and head out on the town. A late dinner at a Chinese restaurant within walking distance from the hotel is where we decide to eat. Afterwards we head back to the hotel. You’ve already thought to pick up another bottle of wine and it’s in the room.. The pressure at my entrance increases and my body tenses up again. Hes moving in slowly while my heart is pounding frantically. My arousal is high but my fear threatens to overwhelm me. I tighten my hold on his arms as he pulls back slightly then presses a little harder. My body is rigid, but I have to admit, this is going better than I had anticipated. I havent felt any pain yet. He moves back again. This isnt so bad, I think that if he continues easing his way in slowly I wont feel any pain. The guy that had given me the magazine was called Richard, he was a stocky goodlooking guy but unfortunately he was happily in a relationship. This left onlythe barman and Richard's friend.Now although I'd always seen myself as the butch side of the arrangement (notthat I am overly butch, but that's just how my fantasies go) the barman was alittle too camp for me (I'm not a huge fan of mincing Nancy boys).Richards friend (who's name I hadn't caught yet) didn't seem really thatinterested in me,. Yelitza opened a door at the side and ushered me in, up the stairs and into a small, untidy room that was part stock room and part living space.“Sandie’s a friend of mine,” she explained. “Gives me this place quite cheap.”Without asking she poured two large vodkas, splashed some warm lemonade into them and handed me one.“Cheers,” I said.We sat together on a small sofa and neither of us spoke. Then she put her drink down and more or less collapsed against me. I instinctively put my arms around.