.round the corner fudge is made.” Both of them convulse with laughter, absolutely in love with each other and thrilled to be able to be child-like, ...f not childish, with the other. Now that he’s on board, she reaches the pudding container back between her spread legs, wagging it in his face, and saying, “You’ve been good... time for dessert.” With his left hand he takes hold of the pudding pak. Ruby shuffles back until her feet are again tucked under the pillow beside his head. She can see. Every few months I get this extreme desire to be with a man for a different kind of pleasure , it is a feeling which gives me goose bumps whenever I think about it.I had recently moved to Bangalore and had lost touch with some of my male friends with whom I used to get together regularly when I was in Delhi, a couple of them were married and were my colleagues at the workplace and one was a middle aged man retired from the army whose wife had expired a few years back and whose children were now. Each Amanda walking past me would either let out a soft moan or say something sexually to me. It was as if Amanda were having sex but I wasn’t included. This dream was weird. Erotic but weird. Then I woke up. At first I just caught a silhouette of someone bouncing up and down in front of me. I couldn’t tell what time it was by just looking at the person bouncing up and down in front of me. I looked around and saw that it was completely dark still. So that told me it was still night….how long. I've missed so much. You're not my little girl anymore. You're a mature grown woman. I missed those best years of your growing up. Your mother wasn't here when you most needed her." Mom, I said stop. I understand you're beating yourself up over not being here, but I had Tommy. No, it wasn't mom, but he was certainly the next best thing for me. Anything I needed to know, anything I asked about no matter how girly or embarrassing from a woman's perspective, he answered honestly without.