She was always understanding. Maybe it was because she was a psychiatrist. She took Sarah and raised her for a few years while I pulled myself togethe.... By the time I did, she was engaged to Daniel and any hope I had of rekindling with her was lost.Daniel was a good father to Sarah in my absence. We became one big happy family. Ava and Daniel have three kids of their own now and I was a single parent. I couldn't move on. I didn't want to. I wanted Ava back for so long, I couldn't love anyone. " That's not it at all," I answered, defensively. "Marcy's like a..." I paused, "like my best female friend," I said, unable to get Heather out of my mind. How could I think of Marcy as a sister when I couldn't take care of my own sister?Jeannie kept me in suspense until she stopped in front of my house. "Okay, I'll tell Marcy sex isn't always what it's cracked up to be, but I can't guarantee that she'll save herself for you," she quipped, just as I was closing the car door. She sped off before. .. How about this, could Mary and I run away to Connecticut and get married there?" No, I doubt it. However, Roger Williams has established several Puritan congregations in Rhode Island where you could be married within the true church without having to contend with arbitrary rules. If you do that, though, I don't know how Mistress Martha and I could attend the wedding. That is awfully far for people as old as we are to travel. After all, we are both over 40 years of age." Oh, Husband, how. "What are you doing Jenni?" I have to Tony, please don't make them mad." She started to cry again. "I'm so sorry. They say that because you enjoyed seeing me be used, you must secretly want to be used. I need to dress you up like a slutty girl for them. Otherwise they'll put me back in the torture box for a full 8 hours this time. I could barely survive 5 hours last time." Not wanting to argue with an almost hysterical sister, I let her continue as I quickly tried to think up a way out.