"I went to him, and as he put his arms around me I looked into his eyeseven as his lips touched mine. Every thought I had that what I was doingmight b... wrong evaporated, and I let him guide me to the couch. Like apair of teenagers we sat there necking, and I could tell that Matt wasbecoming very agitated. I knew why of course, and I didn't do one thingto make his discomfort go away. If anything, I encouraged it. I feltliberated from a prison made of my own fears, and as Matt ran his handup my. It was also easy to fall out of love with her. Steve was sitting behind the desk when I walked into the office. I had eyes only for a frightened Su Lin cowering in a corner. Carol closed the door behind me. A chill ran down my spine. ‘Sit down, Jim,’ Steve said in a cold voice, ‘What we’re about to see is pure cinéma vértité.’ I sat in a club chair while he punched a remote and the screen lighted. Instead of Su Lin’s most recent performance, which I expected to see, we were treated to a picture. I quickly showered, and laid down on the bed with him to talk about our upcoming plans. I was afraid he'd freak when it all became reality, and reassured him that Pete was merely a vessel; a means to an end. We kissed passionately, and he began working my pussy. I love when he palms my clit. I don't know what it is, but the pressure he puts on my clit while slightly entering my pussy with his fingertips makes me climb the walls. The only thing you could hear in the room, aside from the air. Nadia had said early on in our relationship that she loved me. I hadn't fully believed it because of all the changes occurring to me and the many other issues going on at the time. It was the only time she said it but I could tell with each look, just like the one she gave me, that she was saying it again and again. It wasn't a look of pure lust, but something that contained more. She was passionate when looking at me, passionate in a way that brought out my animalistic side when we made.