Gerald, I’ve been thinking about you and my past life. Separating from my parents freed me in a number of ways. Going to your church has freed me to...see God more clearly. Being with you has freed me from my fears. You are kind, you don’t push, you’re patient. Gerald, you’re a great guy.” She saw my eyes. “And there is no ‘but’ involved. Dad would have run you off long ago. Being here at Matt and Irene’s apartment gave me a chance to see love with their interactions. You have given me a chance. Wednesday night I splurged for a room at a local motel. I didn't have any other place to go for privacy. I wanted to give my girlfriend Wendy the spanking she craved before I left. I made her promise to give me phone sex while I was away. We could mutually masturbate ourselves while talking dirty on the phone.The Twi Lite Motel wasn't that bad. The rooms were clean and the price was reasonable. As soon as we were both naked I sat on the edge of the bed letting Wendy drape herself over my lap,. She watched as her son frowned for a few seconds then let out a delighted cry. ‘Daddaddaddad,’ Nicky began calling excitedly. Caro shook her head but knew better than to say anything more. Janey had already made it very clear to her that Nicky would continue to see his father who Caro believed was a no-hoper thug. * * * * * Brad was waiting on the front veranda when Janey drove up, she smiled as she saw the excitement on his face. ‘G’day!’ Brad said as he came around to her side of the vehicle.. She feigned taking offence and insisted that I surrender my only pillow as compensation.We took care not to wake my parents as our activity fell to wrestling over the pillow. We both knelt on the cot with the pillow between us. Each of us had a tight grip on the pillow and wouldn't let go. We were out of things to argue over and neither of us wanted the game to end.Time slowed down for me here as I looked into her smiling green eyes. Her cheeks were flush with alcohol and adrenaline and she.