I tiptoed to the door, opened it, but stopped to look at him again. I can’t leave…. I whisper ”Steven”- no response. I walk quietly to his bed... heart pounding. I took off his hoodie, my shirt, pants, bra and panties, I don't know what came over me but damn it I just needed him. I get in bed with him and roll on top of his stomach to the other side of the bed. I realize he’s clothesless when I get under the covers and he rolls over against me but still asleepThis was not how I envisioned this. “Can I take her out?”He asked my superstitious mother but beyond my expectations she agreed and I was glad and thanked God for it.We spend a lot of time strolling in parks and then suddenly he caught my hand. The very touch of his hands sent a thrill all over my body. I liked it. He tried to look into my eyes but it was hard for me to lift my head I felt really shy, it became difficult for me to look into his eyes. I buried my claws deep into the ground. My teeth thrust into my lips and I was. We are fairly close to each other and I am in between Heater and Cindy. Heather says to me that I look hot, why don't you take off those shorts, not like you don't have a suit on underneath. I gave her a un approving look at her. Then says here let me help. All of the women are fixed on me as Heather removes my baggy shorts. When they see me in my white speedo, all of them get wide eyed and pretty much at the same time say oh shit!! Heather tells me to stand up and model my gift to you. I think. In the morning, she'd look through the window to make sure I was okay before she left for the day. I'd spend the day standing up and sitting down, counting sheep, remembering jokes and singing. In the evening, Barb would show up with the water and the vitamins, and go. I started to lose weight at an almost alarming rate. 10-12 pounds of loss in a week is probably not that healthy.What I guessed to be Saturday morning though, the pattern changed. Barb came in, followed by Chuck who was holding.