‘I’m sorry I’ve been so busy, but continue to write me as often as you can.’ The ghost of the hand that lay on her shoulder sent a shiver thro...gh Lauren’s body. She knew the voice and the woman it belonged to. They had seen glimpses of each other every now and then. A few times in the grocery store, but no real conversation. It was as if the girl she was, had grown into adulthood without much change. But for Lauren, everything had changed. The nightmares dulled now. And she could remember one. This gentle touch was almost as amazing as what had just happened. When I was finally calmed, I sat up and reached down to the floor for a pair of track pants. Jamie looked slightly disappointed when I covered up, but grinned when we connected eyes. I didn’t even know what to say. “That was…” I began. “Nice,” He finished. “It feels good for me too, you know. Not like really touching you would feel. Or having you touch me. But it’s still good.” He sighed, and I could literally see him picturing. "Have you ever felt you wanted to make love to a different woman?" Whoa, where did that come from?" I just wondered that's all." I don't believe you. What brought this on anyway? You don't ask a question like that without a reason." Okay, but you can't say anything to June or Brian. June feels so very guilty about being unfaithful to Brian. She wants him to experience another lover. He never dated the whole year they were divorced. She didn't either, for that matter. She asked me if I would be. " Ya," I said as I touched up my lipstick."So tell me Alexa, has he put any moves on you yet?" No not really." Do you want him to?"I had to pause I really did not know where I wanted this eveningto go. It had far exceeded my expectations. Things had gone alot better than I could have hoped for. Part of me wanted to tryand take this farther to see how far I could take its, but apart of me wanted to play it safe to be happy with what I hadaccomplished so far."Earth to Alexa!" Jenn said snapping.