Kanavar kilambinaar indru iravu vara konjam thaamatham aagum endru.En manathil nee veetirku varave thevai illai enaku puthithaaga oru kanavan kidaithu...irukiraan endru ninaithu konden. Kanavan veliyil sendravudan kathavai thaapal kuda podamal kozhuntha kanathai pidithu ithazhil mutham koduthu sappa aarambithen. Avan ithazhgal ilamaiyaaga irunthathu, athai kadithu suvaithen.Kozhuntha en mulaiyil kaiyai vaithu thadavinaan, iruvarum mutham koduthu konde padukai araiku sendrom. Kathavai thaapal poda. None of the girls I had met so far in my life measured up to her in any way and this was the reason why I remained a virgin. I held a quiet hope that one day Cathy would be my first. I glanced at Cathy as she sat down. God she looked good! She wore her working gear, a plain white blouse a blue mini skirt and white tights – all showing her body off to a maximum effect. I could just seen the outline of the white lacy bra she wore. She noticed I was staring at her and our eyes met. Unlike most. For I was seeing a dark side of Joy, a side that desired to horde the wealth of nations, and live in splendor as an idol. It aroused me, and the very thought that I would be sexually attracted to my own daughter only aroused me further, for such an attraction was abhorrent and wrong, and Petra would surely be ashamed of it. Petra would want to hide it. It would become Petra’s… darkness. Joy saw the hunger in my eyes, and her sneer slowly faded. “Mother?” She asked, her voice unsure. She looked. Since it was warm I wore my beige wedgies without any hose. Mom wasdressed similarly. Mom grabbed her purse and a folder and off we went.Our first stop was a nice restaurant for lunch. During lunch mom told mehow proud she was of my behavior."Danielle, you've done very well this summer. Your behavior is vastlyimproved. You've learned to clean your room and take care of yourclothing properly. You've shown much more pride in your appearance,which has made me very proud. And I must admit that.