After a minute or two the heat chased the goose-bumps away (both mentally and physically), letting my shoulders relax. I breathed deeply, relishing th... sensation of forward-thrusting breasts, no matter how small. I shampooed and lathered myself with soap, enjoying the intimacy of the slick wetness on my skin. I even smiled, imagining myself as a beautiful movie star in a shower scene. As they did nowhere but in the shower, my limbs felt long, supple and inviting.I showered long after I was. I pulled her on top of me and removed her blouse fully. Slowly while kissing her navel, I put my hand on the nada (thread) of the Pavada and pulled it. It came undone and I found another pavada (cotton) underneath. I succeeded in removing the nada of this also and then while continuing to kiss her all over, and rolling her succeeded in sliding the pavadas down her thighs and then used my legs to fully slide them down her legs. Now she was in her panty and bra only.I could see the shape of her. ” Her eyes gradually darkened, then moistened. “No more tears! It is stupid to cry. Everything will be fine, and very soon too,” she said and burst into tears. I shifted nervously in my chair. “You sniffed. You need a gulp of beer I presume. Here. Drink!” She smiled through tears and drank. But her chin was still trembling pitifully. “It could have been worse.” “Yea, you should be positive,” I said, then thought that my words sound like a cliché. She nodded enthusiastically and several. I watched with jealousy as she slid it between her lovely legs. I could not see where it actually disappeared to but I was sure it was in a warm secure place. Natalie began to slide it in and out, slowly at first, each stroke more deliberate.Evidently she had done this before, and it made my dick pound with excitement to think how many times I had sucked on the end of that pen when I was thinking out proposals. She laid the book on my desk and with her free hand she began to massage her.