The door slams with my entry and it rattles the pictures on the walls. I make myself a light dinner and plop on the couch for so uninterrupted me time... My therapist has warned me against being alone too much but fuck that tonight. I don't want to be near a fucking soul on this planet. Halfway through watching a program on truTV I get hit with a wave of need. I break out in a cold sweat and I begin to shake uncontrollably. Withdrawl is a bitch. This time feels a thousand times worse than normal.. The house had a pool so we could go swimming—of course I accepted.When we got to his house I realized I didn't have a suit with me. Tim laughed and said I could wear one of his since we were very close in size. We changed in his room and hit the pool acting like k**s and doing a lot of splashing. The day wasn't all that warm and the pool water was on the cool side too and all too soon we were starting to shiver. I tried to tough it out but Tim said he was too cold and we went to his room to. I should be there by christmas." They continued to talk whenever he could. He contacted her November 29th & said---"Baby, I will be back in the states Sunday, Dec 5th. I'm on my way home to you. I'm all yours, from now until eternity. We have the rest of our lives to be together. The sex is going to be the stuff that fairy tales are written about. I promise to love, cherish, defend, protect you and take care of you the rest of our lives." Baby, I am going to wear you out sexually. You know. “If he has fun, I’m sure I’ll have fun too...” She pauses. “And I’ll probably scream the house down ... In a good way...” She tries to maintain a defiant face.Dee is straight faced. Liz has a little smirk.From behind the camera again, “So ... Be completely honest with us ... Are you hoping the dog is being abused so you can fight for his freedom, or are you hoping he has fun?”Reece answers as if it’s the most obvious thing in the world, “I never hope an animal is being abused ... I hope he has.