I could not believe what had just happened, i was overwhelmed with emotions. She saw my semi erect penis and did not say a single word about it, and a...tually looking at it on purpose, twice. I took this as some sort of sign, that it was ok to be naked infront of my mother and that she knows I dont mind either, that I could expose myself more to my mother and hopefully it would lead to something some day. All I could do is lay back down after closing the door and start to masturbate again, I. I have always been a bottom gay since I could remember and completely neutral towards females. I always want to become a woman and get the real love of males. I would like to be plowed by masculine men. Since I fear public abuse, I always hide my temptations towards men. I act straight always so that none could ever find the gay in me.The following is not a real story of mine but I am looking forward for it to happen in real. This is the incident with an imaginary stranger who is exactly the. She put three coats on his finger nails and twoon his toes. He sat there thinking she was getting it out of her system. Inthe past, when she was angry she'd always gotten over it in acouple of hours. She told him to stay there and soon was puttingrollers in his longish hair. Then she put some awful smellinglotion on the rollers, telling him it was a home perm kit she hadpicked up to use but that he needed it worse than she did. Sheslid a plastic cap over the rollers. Then she said it was. ..uh I can suck their cock”My grandma looked shocked, eyes widened, mouth hanging open.“You...uh...sucked a cock before Michael?”“Yeah I have, a few actually, and I enjoy it”My grandmas shock turned a bit of joy. He mouth closed and turned into a evil grin.“Really and you enjoy it?”“Yes very much, I think we can have a lot of fun. Wanna go and try it?”My grandmas still grinning ear to ear.“So you mean you want to see me sucking another cock?” My grandma asked.“Mmmm god yeah, I would find it.