She felt wonderful. She opened her mouth, and her tongue attacked mine, with a passion I hadn’t felt since Susan and I were newlyweds.“I’m sorry... but you’re still married, and still love your wife. I shouldn’t do this,” she said emotionally, then suddenly pushed me away, and ran from the room in tears.My heart sank. I was miserable because neither Susan nor Maria wanted me. I was too busy wallowing in self-pity to get up and go to bed, so I fell asleep on the sofa, again. CHAPTER 6: TIME TO GO. Someone better ... equipped."I wanted to bury my face in my hands, and I was alone, so I did. I wanted to cry. I should have known that Maxie couldn't be that strong, that reliable. I should never have told him. I wanted to turn away, roll away from the wall and be alone fully so I could cry. I banged twice on the wall."Jes?" I should never have told you!" Oh for f-!" Maxie thumped hard on the wall, hard enough to stop me from the flood of tears that threatened to overspill, "Of course you. It sprang out, full and thick, glossy from perspiration at her hairline.Pulling my helmet off, I took a moment to inhale deeply. The air was clean, pure, and scented with evergreen trees - wonderful. I wondered how anyone could live in smog-polluted Los Angeles. I knew I couldn’t.Before I had the picnic blanket spread, Rachael had removed her steel-tipped black boots and socks and was wiggling her toes.“I love riding the ATV,” she announced. “Are there other places we can explore?”“There are. "Oh damn," she said, arching her back, "I haven't had anything like that in me for a long time." She gritted her teeth as our pace increased.I bit at my lower lip and heaved my hips back and forth, rearing above her, bracing my feet on the tailgate and ramming as deep as I could and then faster and faster until I came, pumping out pleasure into her. She shuddered but never paused, drawing me in, holding me there and, rocking from side to side until she spasmed and cried out, sending ripples.