I,d seen pictures in books and grubby magazines of couples giving each other oral sex, but this was my first time to happen as Angel began running her...tongue over my shaft and balls and gently sucking my sensivie balls while I tentatively ran my tongue inside her slit as her juices began to bubble out, my tongue quite happy at the taste of her juices and even though she smelled strongly and rather musky I quite enjoyed the odour and taste and was delighted the way she reacted to my probing. ”“Real, schmiel! Reality can’t hold a candle to perception. Regardless of who or what you are, my perception of you is as someone who answers my emotional needs and I will fight to maintain our relationship, even if there are steam pipes and gears behind that pretty face.”“Awww.”“Ok, so we are homing in on something, I think.”“What about something to do with the election?”“Oh, hell no! There are too many raw feelings on both sides to bring that up.”“You have a point. All right, how about if we. Now I had enough room to slide back but still keep some distance from touching her.We all sat like that for a bit, eyes closed enjoying the swirling water, but me sitting still with a huge boner. I was about to erupt from just that brief contact, I was that horny.I was horny because it had been several months since my wife died in a flaming car wreck caused, of course, by a drunk driver. He had a blood alcohol level of 1.8 and 4 previous DUI's but still drove, suspended license be damned. As. .well...I...kinda...accidentally told them that I have a boyfriend and that I'd...that I'd bring him along. The thing is I've been so wrapped up in...in my career that I haven't had anything in...oh...a year?" Ooookay...and?" Well my sister was over and she found a picture of you and me after that volleyball game hugging...and...she asked if you were the guy and...and...I didn't know what to say so I said yes. You were my boyfriend...and I know you aren't, and now I'm stuck and I just don't.