Then he said, “When you're Taffy I want you to call me Master.”“Master,” I said, “yes.”“You've always been the smart girl haven't you?�... he asked.“Yes,” I said somewhat reluctantly.“This can happen but you have to work at it,” he said matter of factly.“And now you're Taffy, you're an empty headed little ditz,” he said.“Yeah,” I said.He got in front of me and said, “You're a little air head.”“Yeah I'm an airhead,” I replied.“You don't know what to do,” he said.I stood and stared upwards, then. I had given up long ago but still checked now and then, just in case. I looked up the company directory and looked for Diane Desmet. She was listed without much profile information and one picture. It was a good picture of her, with her hair done and a nice smile. I tried to find her on Facebook but could not. Perhaps she was like me and kept a very low profile on social media. I felt like a stalker for a moment and put the phone down. She was just a pretty girl who was being friendly, nothing. I never had that amount of sperm coming out of my body before.For weeks I was reading same story over and over while staring at naked women. That made me wonder if I am gay or not. I've start seeking some shemale porn but not very happy with their masculine faces. I watched some gay porn but not really liked. Watched some bi threesome but still did not turn me. I only knew that: I love big boobs and butts.After many attempts to meet a hot girl, I met my 2nd girlfriend. Our relationship was. But I was too scared. And then Ididn't want to disappoint her, so I never went back. I feel like I lether down.This is embarrassing. I was still living at home at the time. Imagine across-dresser in his mid-twenties trying to hide his clothes from hisparents; trying to dress without their knowledge.Do we have to do this?AS YOU ARE MORE THAN AWARE, I AM YOUR PERIOD TRACKER. WHEN DID YOU FIRSTWEAR A PANTY-LINER?After that day when I purchased my first pair of panties and made themess on myself..