."I slapped him and grabbed his shirt, "she is the one that gave you life. If you wish to be angry at someone pick your coward father."I looked at a f...ightened David as I let Henry go, "it is to late now so you will have to live with it."I looked at the faces of the other children peeking out of the blankets before looking at my brothers, "go to bed."I turned and walked out and opened the barracks night watch door, "you are on report."The sergeant turned to look at me and smiled drunkenly,. “We don’t need pudding when we have you Puddin-Penis”, laughed the wife. I looked down at Fern with her lips dangling gizem and got the drift of what she meant.The wife pulled me over to the sink as I stood up. I was a slime covered gizem boy head to toe and she started washing me down. From top to bottom, in my bottom, my penis milked for quite a while, it was as if it really needed some extra attention. She was not going to be refused her routine so I just stood there and relented.I wondered. I don’t know what’s wrong, but the truth is we have not connected on a sexual level for a long time;” but quickly added, “I’m not saying that makes what I did right. Or even that our sexual problems are your fault. However, if things were different between us, maybe it wouldn’t have happened.” Now that it was out in the open she felt great relief. She waited to see how James was going to react.James turned and looked out the window, staring into the darkness. When he turned back he said almost. ”“Oh I didn’t look up there,” Sammy admitted.“Here’s the place I told you about,” Mike explained as he opened a door into a wide oak panelled corridor. He called for Sammy to follow and pointed at section of the fancy oak panelling forming the wall, “The panels open, like this,” he demonstrated.Sammy stared, there was a computer screen set some way back into the next room, or was it a hallway?“See, this is what I told you about, you just put your head and arms through,” he explained,“Ok, Sammy.