She would breeze into the office twice a week for lunch with her husband, her red hair flowing over her creamy white shoulders and her piercing green ...yes engaging all that she encountered. She had a smattering of freckles beneath her eyes that made him weak. His desire for her remained a secret to this day, although he thought she had to have an idea of how he felt. He picked up his cell phone when he saw her approach the window.“Steffani, hi.” He loved the way her name sounded as it left his. It is better to die standing and all this macho bullshit. Butbullshit or not it was a part of me. Dream or not dream, just a few weeksago I would try to kick Dr. Robert right in his face.But now I'm different. With all the changes in my body I feel vulnerable.And my body is saying to me that we need to live, we are important.Previously I was living to achieve something, and now I'm living and it isalready achievement on it's own. I'm content being me. But I also feelneed to be protected.. Veronica and I had just enjoyed a wonderful but too short sex session. It wasn’t lovemaking, it was too needy and frenetic to be called that. It was two people who loved each other but who’d only been together once in five weeks. Two people desperate to be physically re-bonded, two people thrashing around on a bed until finally, by some miraculous harmony, we both cried out in a shared orgasm.And now we both lay naked and cuddled together, both tired given the very late hour, but neither ready. Wo khush ho gai aur boli thik hai. sari raat main uske sapne dekhta raha aur agle din subah wo time se aa gai aur wo bahut sexy lag rahi thi aur usne deodorant bhi lagaya tha kya mast khushbu aa rahi thi. aate hi wo mujhse lipat gai maine pucha kya baat hai to wo boli ko wo raat bhar so nahi pai hai aur mere baare main sochti rahi maine pucha mere baare main ya mere lund ke baare main. wo hasi aur boli baat to ek hi hai maine use kas ke bahon main daboch liya. Fir ham sidhe bed room main gaye.