I’m Heather,” she said looking into my eyes. “Are you okay?”I recognized her. She was a junior, a grade below me.“Let me tell you what my si...ter is trying to say,” Holly said. “Dad just gave Heather permission to drive to school. If he found out about this, she’d lose her privilege. I want her to drive because I don’t like riding the bus.”“Holly!” big sister scolded.“So it would be really cool if you were okay,” Holly added.“I’m okay,” I said. I was sore but I was all right.“Don’t sit up!” said. I won’t be your lover and boyfriend; I’ll be your teacher and master. You won’t be my lover and girlfriend; you’ll be my student and apprentice. If we are going to proceed, you must seal your heart and commit to this 100%. If you do not finish the training, not only will it be a complete failure, but also the rift that the training created will never close, and we will inevitably split apart.During this training, I will say things that will make you hate me, I will do things that will make you. It's crazy down there."Pastor Kit asked Cindy to go and have the others wait. He said, "Cindy I don't think it would be a good idea to have all those ladies and children leave before things are explained to them. Maybe you can make them some tea or something and have them promise to wait. I will be down shortly after Greta finishes her explanation to talk to them. Tell them it is me who wants them to stay. You should have no trouble keeping them all here."Cindy nodded and had the two girls go. ”I tell him I live in shadow too, for Kitik is shadow now and yet I cannot leave him. And I tell the Lone One how our parting comes to be.In a way the telling is good. It is the first time I am able to say my tale to one who listens. In my pod none wish to hear me, and here by the land it is the same until now. But as I speak I am sad once again, and the Lone One makes it more sad when he tells me what I tell myself. “The land is very big,” he says. “Much bigger than you know. Even if you are.