I said " Jay you can't" he cut me off and said " I'm not looking for advice or sympathy i told you the story so you could know i don't want to talk ab...ut it no more" i looked at him and rubbed his chest in an effort to comfort him. as i rubbed his chest i saw his basket ball shorts rising from a 10 inch erection. He said "suck my dick" Luckily our apartment is in the back and our patio faced nothing but trees, we could still get caught if someone walked by but jay didn't care.I got on my knees. It was at that moment, that Honore was interrupted by the doorbell. Who could that be? Honore asked herself irritably. It certainly wasn’t a welcome interruption, but she knew that eventually one of her young lovers would answer the door. Sure enough, she heard the scamper of little feet as Moss ran down the staircase and dashed towards the door. Honore hesitated a bit. She didn’t want to be too preoccupied if the visitor was for her. She cursed as Moss ran into the living room, his naked penis. After that next day also she came and talking with my house owner aunty i went there and gave my rent to aunt and ask for balance she told wait here and went inside for taking balance at that time we both are alone so i just greeted her she also replied wow what a nice voice then ask her about do you know Tamil she said she knows little bit but she told she is good in English so you talk with me in English( because i don't know Hindi). Then we chit chatted for some times and when aunty came she. On the one hand I'm much smarter and applied myself to my studies more than them, but on the other they're strong, muscular and handsome. I always felt weak and less masculine around them. Even when I was helping them, they talked down to me, and somehow that humiliation made me feel accepted by them. I can still remember the night that my relationship with them changed significantly.It was towards the end of football season and I was a senior helping four of the senior star players on the team.