Watching me do them. Doctor Jamison nods when I say these things. She says she understands what I talk about, but she can't really. No one can. Someti...es, it's like I will explode and all the pieces of me will fly apart to lay scattered on the ground. I don't know where all this will end. I think I will end some day and then things will be peaceful again.It's been three months now... three months since Mark and I talked to Doctor Jamison in her office. I'm better now. I'm not afraid anymore. However, he’s so slow due to the extra care for all the fast moving kids they’re almost the last to arrive. They enter, and he smiles at the extra desk the teacher has in the front of the class for him to use as his chair.The students sit in their seats and Ernie sits on the desk. The teacher calls the roll, all present, and she says, “This morning is Linda Goode’s turn at Show and Tell. Special approval has been given for her to bring this man in to do the presentation for her. So please pay. We went inside the bedroom and started kissing again.I took my fingers at the end of her top and started lifting it slowly, she raised her hands and her top was removed and it was off her body now. I was amazed to see her 34 size boobs still struggling to get out of the red bra she was wearing. I dropped her on the bed and started to kiss her on her cheeks, forehead and her neck. Again going back to her ears and licking her earlobes. She was lying on the bed with her eyes closed and both her. ..mandy said well i want your husband in my bed and john wants you...there was silence for a moment...sue looked at me and said well i suppose we must pay our dues and laughed...mandy leaned over and started kissing me and she really knew how to kiss...i glanced over and saw that sue was getting the same and that johns hand was up her skirt...we headed for the bedrooms..unlocked the door and john pulled sue in to my surprise mandy pushed me into the same room saying there is plenty of room for.