The waiter appeared with water and asked what for us to drink, hot tea I said for both of us. He left and returned to take our orders at which time I ...old him we will take an order of Szechuan chicken very spicy. He finally left and we were alone. I asked if you had been here before and you said no first time. So the food could be crap. Yep. Well at least the water is good and the tea is hot I said. That’s not all that’s hot you said. Really I said are you warm. You gave me that look again and. Dark urges, utterly debauched and dirty, ones that she could never share with Peter. So she went about her day to day drab existence, trying to block it all out until one day she caught sight of herself in the mirror and she knew it had to change. The club was a seedy dive on the outskirts of the city, a place she hoped she would never bump into anyone she knew. Nerves churned her stomach making her want to heave but, taking a deep breath she walked purposefully from where her taxi had. I sat by the pool for the rest of the day and when I stood up I stumbled and almost fell because I was now quite drunk. I felt as though I was ready to fall over when all of a sudden I felt some big strong hands grab me before I fell over. I looked around to say thank you in a slurred way and hear a a familiar voice...it was my waiter Jerome. He asked if he could assist me back to my room. As I was quite drunk I accepted his kind offer. His big strong hands grabbed me by the waist and held me. "What is it about girls dressed this way that gets you guys so excited anyway? I never have understood that," Brenda said moving into my arms.What followed was a wonderful hour of mutually satisfying touching and feeling of the other's person. She still didn't want to go all the way, but as far as we went was absolutely wonderful. I also respected her right not to go all the way. When she was ready, I would be there for her.Winter had set in with a vengeance. I had placed a lot of weight in the.