......no matter how much I pretended to beg them to stop.And yes: I'd told him at the end of the fantasy that I woldn't mind him bringing a friend alo...g.I tried to protest but they were already starting. I was pushed over, pulled, thrown; my clothes were torn off from every direction until I was naked and shivering with cold and fear. The very act of being so unable to stop them was debilitating. I was dragged, lifted, d****d over a mossy stone wall like a sack of flour. One man in front of. Then I hear Shaggy say he wonders what my homeboys would do if they knew I go both ways. You act to natural for this to be new. I told him I would kick his ass if he ratted me out. Back then I was only 21, but I knew how hispanics passed around their girls on the street saying it wasn't fun if the homies can't get none. In prison they didn't accept it then. If one looks bad they all do.. He came in me and said he was joking and he wasn't about to ruin this. No one knows about me yet. I. ..they had so many to choose from. So that’s what I did. I took a racy looking magazine that I hadn’t seen before, and hurriedly brought it into my bedroom. The magazine had several naked women in it. Some had on lingerie, some were totally naked. I remember being mesmerized by their boobs. Wow!...I wanted curves like that one day. I must have looked at that magazine every night, front to back for 2 weeks or more. Each night feeling that tingly warm feeling between my legs. It wasn’t long. Tommy was sooo drunk that I finally had to help him to the bedroom and put him in bed. He actually just fell on top of the bed and I rolled him over, undressed him down to his boxers and went back to the living room. Everyone slowly left and it was just I, Ruben and Juan watching a movie. I still remember the movie we watched; Tombstone. I was tired and drunk so I went to the bedroom to go to sleep. I closed the door, took my dress off, and lay down next to Tommy in just my thong and fell.