"I guess you're right," Julie said sadly. "Maybe we can change that outcome this time."I figured it was as good a time as any to come clean with Julie..."I'm not looking for that kind of relationship with you," I confessed. "We can try to make it as friends but I think that is as far as I can go. I'm sorry if that isn't going to be enough." You've been upfront with me from the beginning," Julie said. "So I'm going to do the same."She got a determined look on her face."I'm going to do everything I. Since the first time I saw this video years ago, I loved it. You can tell as you watch that she loves pleasing him, she loves sucking him. She loves making love to him. I always imagine being her, wishing I could be her... kissing him before she feels the fullness of his cock in her mouth. I have masturbated and shot my cum all over myself many times watching this video. I came close to living out this fantasy once, I'll write about it in the pages to come later. Eric and I worked at the same. I’m pretty old fashioned that way in being protective of women in general, and very protective of someone I’m involved with. Therefore any D/s relationship for me is always discrete. To the outside world we would be a normal looking couple, but behind closed doors we would nurture our D/s relationship. Finally, and most importantly, a D/s relationship is built upon mutual respect. Far too many don’t seem to understand that the intensity of a true D/s relationship is founded in understanding. Many thanks. Goodbye, Shirley, have a nice life.”I was remembering how cold the flat was, the gas had been turned off by the gas company armed with a court order last week, I didn’t know how long the electric would last, I was also three months behind on that, so it was only a matter of time. It was working OK when I warmed up the pizza in the microwave for breakfast but that was a couple of hours ago. It could be turned off already by now.Then there was also the smell. I ran out of kitty.