Whether women personally experience this, what I describe as "being drawn into the shadows," is directly related to the unconscious signals they send....And men that read these signals identify vulnerable women across a room, across the street, at a large gathering.As these men follow up on these signals a process begins and a relationship unfolds with the women, which is unconsciously volitional on the part of the women. During the course of this unfolding relationship the women do things which. That was the only way to describe it.I remembered most of what happened that day in Pearl’s. That probably explained why Kari-Sarah had relegated her legal father to second class citizenship; if in fact she actually had, and, at least for the moment, I did believe her.I had gotten to know “Sarah” over the many months before the “second” bad day: I did see her as a woman of good character, but there was always the other thing. Sometimes people lie to make other people feel good when the real. When I was at friends,school,camps where ever I loved to sneak into there moms or sisters dressers and I would dress myself up. I was about Five and a half feet tall growing up 120 with an average body. I would try on Thongs,Booty shorts,Jeans,spandex Pants,skirts,tank tops,dresses,high heels. It was a thrill it made me feel great. I liked how i looked and the clothes felt I had started doing it at about 13 going to the schools gymnasium storage room and taking pairs of girls spandex shorts. I guess that answers the question of whether she's into women.She's breathing hard now, as if she's seeing me for who I am.“I don't understand,” she says, stroking the bristles of my hair. “Is this really what you want?”I want to say yes, that I want to worship her feet forever, that my love for Kai could never compare with my need to serve Rhea. But all I can do is gaze into Rhea's eyes and nod. She seems to understand.“Do you like me, Rhea?”She leans in and kisses my neck, kisses it over and.