.. I appreciate it."The rest of lunch and the remainder of the day I kept thinking back towhat Tom had said about the size of my nonexistent 'pair'. T...ey didn'tknow any better, and with the way they'd stuck by me and even Sam withmy prodding, I knew I needed to let them both know everything. Notonly those two dorks, but also the girls on the team as well. I knowthey'd be okay with me, and even though I had been able to talk to thegroup about my issues I was still afraid. It wasn't as bad as. ( Damn...I couldn't get the thought out of my mind of her Sucking her 40 year old Black Teacher though).They next day I stopped by a store that we hung out at and got a call from Rich asking if I wanted to come over - I knew it meant he was alone and wanted me to suck him... I wanted to suck him but thought now might be a good time to see if I can bring Barbara ( my girlfriend) to him. I quickly called Barbara and told her Rich was alone and wanted to meet her. She said she would be down in 10. The huge dildo inside my ass that was locked to that horrible chastity belt with its electronically activated punishment device. The elevator stopped. Out came a well-dressed elderly couple. They looked at me in wonderment. Mistress quickly announced, "He's a sissy whore in training." "Walk, Sissy Whore. Show them your stroll." I began walking, as ordered, and they watched me for a while and then laughed. Then, they walked on towards their room. "You see, no one cares about you. No one knows. And then one forhimself. I handed him the letter and emptied my glass. He ran his eyesdown it and handed it back. I just sat there squeezing my hands,unable to look at anything. Then he got up and poured me anotherdrink and sat down again. I'd confided in Ray before, though mainly about business. Guys don't usually talk about personal things. But his wife andmine were always talking, on the phone, in and out of each other'shouses, planning shopping trips and checking out gallery.