" There you are ... there may be generations in your ancestry where the man didn't beat his women. But everyone doesn't have that in their genes."I sh...ok my head."It takes time and effort, Jake, to overcome that sort of thing ... and we can pretty well guess that someone broke the thin veneer of nurture in Roxanne's character." Dammit, Jake ... we're not asking you to abuse her. Just give her enough of what she feels she needs to keep her from going to bars to find someone else to give it to. “So Eddie says he can do the shoot today,” I said, “Or he could just take a few demo shots to show you on the laptop and then we can make our mind up in our own time?”Nicola wasn’t sure, so Eddie left us to talk it over for a minute or two, during which Leanne came over and asked Nicola if she was okay, or if we wanted another drink or anything.“He’s really good,” Leanne said, “He’ll make you look great, plus I’ll do your make-up and Liu will style you really nicely. It’s just a few. I waited at the car as Jessica went to get him. I didn’t have the balls to do it, I couldn’t just walk up and say ‘hi…how are you?’ Almost two years and he’d heard me moan, he’d heard me come… but I was still shy. He came out of the door, walked to the sidewalk…. he wasn’t much of anything special, I’ll tell you… but there was SOMETHING there… something inexplicable about his face, and I looking into the depths of his dark brown eyes I couldn’t tell where he ended and I began, where time. He lines up the syringe and I feel it go in my arm. He pushes it, and then draws back slightly and I see red enter it. it's my blood. He then starts pushing it into my arm until it's all gone. Then he pulls it out, places a finger over the spot and lifts my arm over my head. He smiles and says you are in for the ride of your life. He hits the clip causing the band to come off. I am momentarily confused and then fuuuucckk. My whole body gets warm. There is a strong metallic taste in my.