Mum tried to help, but all she got for her troubles was abuse, then when I'd cooled down, I hated myself for the things I'd said.Hate, hate, hate. Tha... was what my world had become. I didn't approve of what I had grown to be. I hated what the guys did to me. I hated anyone that tried to help me, but most of all I hated myself.Joel had been invited to a party. For once, he was reluctant to take me, but using my feminine wiles, I got him to change his mind. "If I leave early, then I want you to. We took a break in between to squeeze in some food and energy drinks. After a few minutes gap, we have discussed to start the rides again.This session really turned out to be a steamy one as Sejal was riding cowgirl. Getting banged from behind and also sucking the cock. Harry was the one who took the turn to bang her first in cowgirl style. He managed to fuck Sejal for around 15 minutes while I was busy getting a sweet blowjob from Sejal.My cock was quite big to choke her out as Sejal moans. " Thank you," I replied, but I could feel the beginning of another blush.I continued to sing some of my songs for them for the next half hour orso. It was great to be able to share this part of my life with thepeople I cared most about. If only Ethan had been there, it would havebeen perfect.By the end of the night, I had sung all of the songs for them, exceptfor the cover of Rock Star. They had nothing but praise for me, butperhaps that was to be expected from family. I was sure there was. " No, it's just the opposite, in fact. We want to get married. You know I love him Daddy. We don't want to wait; we know we want to spend our lives together."I heaved a sigh of relief. "So are you asking my permission, or you asking me to pay for it?" Well now you mention it ... Seriously Dad I've told Robert that I don't want a big wedding were both in enough debt as it is. Robert's parents would probably pay but I really don't want that." No one else is paying for my daughter's wedding." I.