. do you... fancy me?" I ventured "Well, good god of course I do, who wouldn't? But I'm thirty years older than you, what would .. could you possi...ly want with me?" He asked me "I ... find .. the way you DON'T lecher after me at work... you know.. when lots of the blokes well...they get hard ons when I walk by in a tight dress or something. I actually am attracted to you for being older,more experienced, and I like ....how big and tall you are" I'm stunned and amazed" he said Still. ’ Estevan grimaced remembering those words. He had not loved her. She only thought he loved her because he had acted like he loved her. But it was, after all, an act. Love requires that you truly, faithfully and sincerely put the one you love above everything else in your life. As the old joke goes, ‘Once you can fake that, you have it made.’ Estevan could fake love very, very well. That is why Alicia was different. This time it wasn’t fake. After centuries upon the earth and after countless. I knew I liked him as a person – even when he was an ass I liked his assiness – but his lips took me where I did not want to go — love. I was sure I could control my feelings. He is the ‘romantic, in love with love, I want my heart broken’ one. He wanted to feel alive – and I am confident he did – but I was sure I wouldn’t fall hard. I had too much to lose and already loved my husband. Then we connected – over and over again – with our lips. That was more intimate than anything else we could. ”Don’t change the subject. And don’t talk about birds. You know I can’t chase after them.“I really don’t know,” she repeats. “Do you really think he would have eaten us?”Of course he would have. He was a vampire. All that could have been avoided if the vampire hunter would have done his job.“I wonder where he went.”Ran off scared is where he went.“Fan off scared isn’t a place.”You know what I mean.“Oohh, do you think that’s the place we’re supposed to go?” the witch asks, pointing to a large.