My trousers were pulled off, along with my boxers and socks, and there I lay – naked. “Hey” I said “you two looke overdressed. Come on get tho...e clothes off”. This is when I learned that both had stockings on. Sam had really small black panties on and no bra (how had I missed that earlier on?), whilst Jackie had white, silky French knickers and matching white lacy bra. I asked them to keep their lingerie on for now as they looked so fucking sexy. They both crawled back onto the bed, and as I. That was a mistake, I guess, but she sure had an explanation. She said I was just 'horny'. (I can use the word with you, Diary, but I'd never actually say it. It's not exactly swearing but... ) Anyway, at first I didn't believe her but I know now she was telling the truth. (Except, maybe, about what she did about it.) But I think I'm going to have to marry young so I don't become like her. But I wish my bubs weren't so fat. That's made things more difficult because the boys... and sometimes. Hey, a guy has needs!Her blonde hair was mostly down in an effort to look younger—it worked. I got a stiffy, right away.“My god Ruby—you look fantastic!”“Thank you Richard—you look real nice yourself.”I got her keys and we took the Beemer—I knew exactly where I was taking her. She’d sidled right up next to me and put her hand on my thigh as I drove to the nicest place I knew—in the next town over. I stopped and she opened her eyes and said, “Wow—The Rainforest Restaurant, it’s been years since. She was clearly disgusted as I pathetically groveled at her feet, feebly attempting to cover myself and hide the dildo."Mrs I didn't know you'd be home early! Uh, please, it's not as perverted as it looks"But we both knew it was. Again, overwhelmed with the shame of my wife seeing me for what I am, a FAGGOT, addicted to gay porn.When she realized she had ruined my orgasm it seemed to trigger her dominate feelings towards me."So you want to be a FAGGOT eh, go fetch your cock-lock, and butt plug.